Heartache Heartdays

I think dating is something that can be fun and difficult. You get excited about that new someone, but you grow anxious when you're phone does not ring or the text message sound does not ding.

It can be come obsessive, and depressing. Its a game thats only fun when you are winning.

But when it starts alllll over again, you tend to forget the pain....

Artistic Blockade

Soooo I feel uninspired to create some art work. Perhaps its the idea that i have to MAKE art and WORK on it. I mean, I don't know if the word WORK is a turn off, because maybe I shouldnt have to work ya know? it should just be art. And Creating sounds like i'm trying to be some deity.

Maybe I should use the word, Channel Art. That way, i'm neither forced to think in a limited spectrum of Making and Working. Instead channeling has the tone that I am a conduit for energy, and that energy manifesting in photography or painting...hmmmmmmmmmm

working man

why are people dumb? I mean...sigh

Mortgage

I'm in the industry now, and its pretty sad what people are going through. Yet, maybe people should be taught about creating budgets. I know I have definitely learned this the hard way.

Seeing people on the brink of foreclosure does not make it any easier, but it does scare me into never wanting to buy a house---or atleast make sure I save up enough to where i have a feaking 800 payment a month.

Meditating for answers?

I was talking to someone today and they said they were waiting for an answer from god.

I don't have a disbelief in a higher being, I just don't believe that you have to wait for an answer. Somehow, I strongly believe that we each have the power within us to be our own god. After all, aren't we created in the image of our creator? Something like that...

Nevertheless, I'm a strong believer in multitasking and letting the answers hit you randomly as you eat a hot dog on the corner.

Sigh. To sit and wait for answers? Or move with life and find them along the way?

is bird porn profitable?

i was talking about this with my buddy, and it realllly got me thinking. I mean, zoophiles might watch it...but its not birds-human, its bird-bird. Is that appealing to a hidden market out there? Hey man, its a tough economy right now-we have to find new ways of making monay!

The New Virgin Mary?

So she's so crazy. She has the angelina lips. AAAAAnnddddd....this is even crazier...just think about it...

So 14 kids...and she didn't (I suppose) have sex to get pregnant right? Does that make her a Virgin Nadya? WOoOOOOAAAW.